I asked myself what do I hopes for
Why do I love you knowing that it hopeless?
I feel like you did not care at all.
Every time I texted you and there’s no response
What you mean is breaking my heart
And those moments made me feel like dying
Dying while I’m still alive.
Dying because of missing you.
One-side love is hurt
Because very single night that I lying in bed hoping that one day
You will be mine.
I tried to aloof myself by Listening to French songs
But those love lyrics, one by one made me cry like a baby
It’s sound silly but that’s how love makes me do
I care no more because all I have is her
Her who light my world up
I wake up every day, and see the sun rises
It’s reminds me of how beautiful you are
You like a flowers blossom in spring
Smell like a jasmines that fresh and virgin
Attracted so many butterflies and bees
You look so pure and bright
That’s hooked me in and never get out
I’m so in love with you.
I still remember when you walked in the room
You didn’t look at me but I look at you
In a way full of love and generosity
You sit silently look around and smiles
Those smiles were freezing my heart little by little
The way you talk and express yourself is so perfect
Perfect that made me felt so blessed though you aren’t mine
I’m so lucky just to see your smiles
Just to see you back in a minutes is enough
That’s made my day better and fresher
Guess you may not know how much time I thinking of you
I dream about you every night
Some night I dreamt that I was holding your hand
Some night I dreamt that you care about me
And that’s made me sadder when I realize that it’s weren’t real
Again, I wonder if you ever have some feeling for me
I didn’t want much; just to own a small piece of your heart
A little piece that made you care about me just for sometimes
You made me realize the beauty of the world
The rainbows that I never seen before
But why loving you made me hurt so badly?
Every morning and night, I sit by the window
Looking at the trains moving back and forth
That’s made think of you again
I wonder what you are doing.
What’s in your mind?
Are you happy?
Did the world treat you well?
Do you hear my whisper how much I love you?
Do you feel my love at all?
Should I move on? But I can’t
You mean too much to me
My suffering is bigger and stronger,
But to love you is worthier and greater than that
If I would stop loving you
I would rather give up everything
Just to keep my faith and love for you
Hoping one day you will be mine, forever.
I imagine how right it would be if we were together
I think we are so perfect together
But why I feel so wrong after seeing you each moment
Cos realizing that you will never be mine
I become so emotional and fragile.
I cried some night,
The tears that ran across my cheek were soft and innocent
Asking myself why am I like this?
Is it worth it?
It’s doesn’t matter how many time I asked myself
The answers is still yes
I will always love you, now and forever.
Wherever I go, whether on train or on the road
I keep looking for you,
Hoping that there is a coincidence that allow me to see you everyday
Despite most of the time I didn’t found you
I will always keep looking and hoping to see you again.
Your enchantment is so strong that I can’t resist
I have no choice to love you more and more.